I have always been known as being a chill, laid back person.
I have recently figured out that I repress things really badly.
I don’t even think I am doing it until I start experiencing issues later on. I used to develop rashes right before I started college and I think that was due to stress. A few months ago I started having panic attacks in my car on the way to work. I would need to pull over, calm my breathing and take a moment. I would get all hot and sweaty. I honestly thought I was having a heart attack the first time it happened. I really thought I was going to die. Once they started happening daily I knew I needed to find a solution to my issue. My wife pushed me to go the medical weed route. She already was on medical marijuana for her hot flashes. I know her process of getting a card was easy and fairly cheap. I can attest to that. It was way better than any other medical procedure I had done. Going to a cannabis dispensary is kind of cool as well. The budtenders all knew what they were talking about and got me all set up with some cannabis flower. I smoke cigarettes anyway so it wasn’t a big deal to smoke a flower form. They got me on pre-rolled joints that I just light up before I am heading to work. Since I am a farmer I can even smoke while on the tractor or in the fields. I haven’t had an anxiety attack since I have gotten on medical weed.