I remember as a kid I would get this sensation that would clean over me and suddenly I felt honestly sad.
I would feel down and off all afternoon long.
It took me years to realize this was the beginning of my concerns with depression… Depression comes and goes for me. Some stages of life were honestly tough because my depression ruled me. Other times I hardly noticed that I had it. As I have gotten older my depression has gotten worse. I have more stress in life and as you get older, most things tend to get worse. I study online that I could get prescribed pills to help my concerns. I didn’t honestly want to be on them. I then found that a lot of people utilize cannabis. That seemed a little more natural, had less side effects and was an easier process. I talked to my healthcare worker and explained that I didn’t want to smoke a flower or oil form in my home though. I had young teenagers. I didn’t honestly want to promote smoking. I lucked out and was prescribed an edible. I take a cannabis tablet every afternoon and right before dinner. The tablet keeps me calm, relaxed and peaceful. I don’t have nearly the concerns with depression that I used to. I try not to rely on them 24/7. When I run out, I supply myself a few weeks before I beginning up again. I guess it is wonderful to clear out all the medication every now and then. This is my life though. I guess I am going to be a medical weed patient forever.