I remember as a kid I would get this sensation that would wash over me and suddenly I felt really sad.
I would feel down and off all day long.
It took me years to realize this was the start of my issues with depression. Depression comes and goes for me. Some stages of life were really tough because my depression ruled me. Other times I hardly noticed that I had it. As I have gotten older my depression has gotten worse. I have more stress in life and as you get older, most things tend to get worse. I read online that I could get prescribed pills to help my issues. I didn’t really want to be on them. I then found that a lot of people utilize cannabis. That seemed a little more natural, had less side effects and was an easier process. I talked to my doctor and explained that I didn’t want to smoke a flower or oil form in my house though. I had young kids. I didn’t really want to promote smoking. I lucked out and was prescribed an edible. I take a cannabis tablet every morning and right before dinner. The tablet keeps me calm, relaxed and peaceful. I don’t have nearly the issues with depression that I used to. I try not to rely on them 24/7. When I run out, I give myself a few weeks before I start up again. I think it is good to clear out all the medication every now and then. This is my life though. I think I am going to be a medical weed patient forever.