My bestie wanted myself and others to get a better job and stop smoking recreational marijuana… I tried to tell his that recreational marijuana was wonderful for my anxiety… She wanted myself and others to try something else. I quit smoking recreational marijuana and I stayed clean for 30 mornings so I could pass a test at the locale of employment. I got a job and it was a better job than the grocery store. I was earning wonderful cash each paycheck and my bestie and I were both ecstatic. She was satisfied that I found a better job and I was earning more cash. I had lots of cash in my pocket for nice clothes, cars, and electronics, then after three months on the job, I started to know the effects from not using recreational marijuana daily; My anxiety was through the roof. I was having a hard time getting along with my co-workers; Every time there was an issue, I felt miserable and overreacted, and the boss suspended myself and others for multiple mornings after I got into an argument with a single of my co-workers. I was legitimately losing my cool and I knew that something needed to change, but when the boss suspended me, I went current home and smoked recreational marijuana. I felt the anxiety and stress beginning to melt away. I felt better for the next multiple weeks. After that, I decided to beginning using recreational marijuana every couple of mornings. If the boss tests myself and others for marijuana, I entirely will not be able to pass. At least my mental health is stable and reliable and that means I can keep the job.