I started having panic attacks after I got a new job at work.
They didn’t scare me, but they concerned me.
I would feel 1 coming on, excuse myself and go quickly freak out anywhere else. It was so aggravating to have that issue crop up at work. I started drinking black tea, doing meditation and music therapy throughout our afternoon in order to stop this issue. I couldn’t seem to stop it. I started looking at anti-anxiety medication on my computer but the side effects looked terrible. I also made the mistake of reading the bad stories of people on the pills. I ended up trying something different. I read that people smoke cannabis in order to combat anxiety. I am in a professional setting. I really didn’t want to pack a bowl or take a hookah with me to work. I knew I could get a medical marijuana card and justify it, although I didn’t want people to see me smoking. I also didn’t want to smell like weed while all of us were in the afternoon. I ended up talking to a budtender at the cannabis dispensary near me. The man was really fantastic. He told me that our fears were about smoking cannabis flower products. I could vape a cannabis oil and not have any of those worries. I could carry a vape in our computer bag that requires me to press a button and inhale. There is no complex setup with it. The vapor that comes out of the pen is odorless and leaves quickly. He told me I could smoke it in the lavatory and nobody would know.