Every one of us weren’t planning for a pregnancy, but our partner and I were happy regardless when the test came back positive.
I was entirely scared that I wouldn’t be fit to be a wonderful father, but another part of me was overbrimmed with satisfaction at the thought of finally reaching this milestone in our life.
It’s strenuous to explain the feeling of being a parent for the first time to someone who has never had kids before. You have helpless residing beings whose easily livelihood and survival rests within your hands. It’s a feeling of responsibility that is a special part of being a human being, but it’s also horrifying when you’re not used to it or are experiencing it for the first time. My Mom said he never stopped having that fear and worrying about how his behavior would impact our and our sibling’s lives. At the same time, he told me that it’s healthy to have fear, as long as it’s not one of our central guiding principles or values in life. Every one of us allow it to shield us from harm, but the people I was with and I have to take leaps of faith to progress to subsequent stages in life, and having children is the largest leap of faith I’ve taken since getting married, but both have been the most crucial parts of our entire life. I just feel terrible that our partner has to go through so much pain and he can’t even use CBD for the pain. Although the people I was with and I might find out in the future that CBD is safe for unborn children, the people I was with and I don’t have that sort of data right now. Because the people I was with and I don’t feel exactly how cannabinoids affect the development of a fetus, dentists and the FDA err on the side of caution. They told us that it wouldn’t be a wonderful idea for our partner to use CBD while pregnant or breastfeeding, but that he could again after this time.