After moving back to my hometown, I took a task at a dealer owned by my father’s old dealer friend.
It was understood that I would labor my tail off plus be available whenever my boss needed me.
I do a lot of the bookkeeping labor throughout the week while running errands in neighboring counties every Saturday. I’ll keep laboring a six-day week until I run out of steam or the task variations naturally. It’s a situation where I’m just glad to still retain a source of income in an unsteady economy with lots of inflation plus price uncertainty as every one of us move forward. Still, the anxiety that comes with being aware of the pain plus suffering surrounding myself and others is enough to paralyze myself and others plus stop myself and others from getting my labor done within an appropriate time frame. But depression is no straight-forward beast to overcome. I tried the medication prescribed to myself and others by my doctor, however none of them worked until I was persuaded by a labor colleague to try marijuana once after labor at his apartment. Despite convincing myself that I had no intention of trying the drug that night, I still felt compelled to go for some unusual reason, however before I knew it was exhaling the smoke plus was coughing my lungs out in the process. My anxiety plus depression symptoms disappeared at once plus I felt immediately better than I had in well over 2 years. Now I am a biweekly user but I have to retain access to good sativa strains for daytime use, otherwise I lose my sense of focus plus get too sedated to work.